This discourse parallels the pressure on learners to go away
and heal if experiences of violence are getting in the way of learning.
For workers, it seems that pressure to have "dealt with it" increases
the separation between workers and learners: professionals give help,
they don't need help. This silences possibilities for talking about
how
their work impacts on them. Several literacy workers talked about the
difficulty of trusting colleagues and asking for support if they are
triggered in the classroom. It seems to be part of the discourse of the
professional that you have "dealt with all this stuff." This
leaves
unquestioned the idea that there is a place where violence is left
behind and won't be triggered by life experiences. In the face of a
discourse of this sort, workers would avoid anything that might make
it clear to them and to others that they haven't "dealt with" their
past
and put it behind them. For "survivors" of violence, then, there
is the
danger of opening up issues of violence in the classroom. Those who
have little experience of violence may feel ill-equipped and
inexperienced to take up the issue in the literacy program. Perhaps
they may even be wary of discovering common ground with those
who know they have experienced violence - leading to questions
about their own experience.
I'm not a therapist.
I often heard a teacher say she could not address issues of violence in
any way because "I'm not a therapist." This couples with
the notion
that violence issues create medical problems to be addressed by a
therapist, which also excludes teachers from "doing therapy." The
discourse of the professional fosters the belief that because teachers
are not trained as therapists, and because emotional and violence
issues are properly subject matter for therapy, teachers should not take
up issues of violence.
This division of the professions sets up the idea that "there are
liability issues if teachers who are not trained therapists act like
therapists." Teachers believe this is not their terrain. Students also
share this discourse. On several occasions when I talked about
emotions blocking learning with a literacy group, students have asked
whether I am a psychiatrist, or therapist, or questioned whether we are
still doing literacy. They, too, know the discourse and remind me that
I have strayed away from the expected ground of education. This
assumption that anything to do with violence or emotions must be
doing therapy, limits the possibilities for exploring new educational
practices. I do not want to suggest that teachers should "do therapy,"
though we may want to learn from the therapeutic field as we explore
new ways of teaching and practices that recognize the emotions and
draw on the whole self to support learning. Through such exploration
we may redefine the taken for granted divide between the work of
educators and therapists. |